Kerana mulut badan binasa.

Terlajak perahu boleh diundur,
Terlajak kata badan binasa.

-tasha-


Well, it was a looonngggg gloomy sad feeling day for me. I hurt my friend's feeling, my boyfriend's feeling.

My friends know that I loovee to make fun of people, but in a good wayy. Kalau teruk sangat pun aku bahan, tengok orang laaa, ada yang certain tak boleh terima and maybe akan hurt their feeling. And the most unwanted incident happened today, where I said the most hurtful sentence to my dear friend. The things that I've said to my friend is unacceptable, as the person is facing too many problems right now. Without thinking wisely, I accidentally say about his problem back on his face. Terdiam dia, and aku pulak lepas cakap tuh baru tersedaar "Eh bodoh! ape aku cakap tadiiii..??" Damn at that moment, I knew I was wrong. :(

I seriously do not have the guts to say sorry right after that. Sampai malam tadi baru ada hati nak text dia and ask for forgiveness. Dah final semester ni, tak larat daaaahh nak gaduh sana sini. Cukup cukup laa yang lepas tuh. After typing a loooong 4 pages of text message, I expected him to reply right after that, but that did not happened. Near midnight then only he replied, and make me burst into tears. God, jahatnyaa mulut aku cakap main lepassss je, orang tuh tak buat salah pun kat kauu. tskk tskk.





Thousand of apologies to my dear friend and of course, my loved one. :')